2006.  Maybe its not change.  I don’t need to change.  I’ve said that too much.  It never happens.  This past year I learned so much about… everything.  I grew into somebody.  I think I could easily say who my real friends are, what direction I am going in life, and what I expect from people.  Sophomore ended with a bang.  I realized that there was one place I did not belong.  Without giving it away, I’ll just keep it with the fact that I’m very different from a certain group of people.  The summer was interesting.  Columbia was definitely very enjoyable.  A place that taught me to open up more.  It took some practice, but I think I am a lot better now.  I got a lot closer with my family during that summer too.  A little too close.  Damn college visits.  At least I wouldn’t have to go next summer. =].  And then Junior year starts.  Fuck.  Junior year.  No, it really is thattt bad.  I thought I was capable of magically overcome my laziness.  That maybe I’ll realize that I actually want to progress in life, and do well, and become somebody by going to an amazing college.  But, no.  I didn’t.  I continuously tell myself that nothing can happen unless I put a lot of effort into it.  And I can do better with practice.  Yet, I keep giving up on myself.  So, heres to my first resolution:  I am going to excel and prove to everyone that I can do it, only because I really can.  I just gotta TRY a little harder.  Yupyup.  And another event of this year, my Sweet 16, which was planned in two weeks… haha I bet no one knew that one hehhh.  Yeah.  That was amazing.  I was honored because of what everyone did for me. =D   I never had a birthday party in years, and because of that the party was even more delightful.  So here’s my second resolution: Remember that day.  Whenever I’m upset, or down, and thinks that the world hates me, just think of October 14, 2006.  Kaykay?? Ummmmkayyyy.  Hahaha.

Now.  I’m so confused.  About everything.  Always asking why?  And never knowing what I really want.  Needless to say, the only thing I SHOULD want right now are good grades in school.  But no, of course not.  Resolution numero 3: Stop thinking of what people are thinking of me, and stop trying to achieve things that really don’t matter in the long run.

Resolution number 4:  Be nice.  Show affection. 

Resolution number 5:  Don’t be nice to everyone though, especially to those who are not nice to me.  Try to get angry.  Be defensive.

Resolution number 6:  Get a 2400 on my SATs.  Or at least something decent.

Resolution number 7:  Learn how to run.  I’m losing more and more energy by the day, I need at least some activity in my life.

Resolution number 8:  Have fun.  Don't let the work get too much in da way.  Make it memorable.  And let it all out. 

I think that is all.  If there’s more I’ll add it as the year progresses.  Yupyup.  This year is also graduation year from some of my cool butted friends.  Yeah.  That is an entry in all of its own.  So, not now.

This means, that it’s a year and a half till I GRADUATE.  Ya’ll have no idea how much I want to get out of bwater.  And parental supervision. And gotta meet new people.  I’m sorry, I love ALL OF YOU.  But there comes a point, where you have this crazy urge to just look at new/different faces.  Ha. Nine months till my license.  Gotta start practicing.  Until then, there’s my brother, ria, and ADRIANA (startin’ jan 15^th.. hellz yess)… three chauffeurs… not baddd.  =]

Winter break has been one of the most happening breaks.  No joke.  It was amazing.  I never had this much fun in a single week. =]  Thanks guys.

2007.  Happy New Years!  Make it memorable!  Make it shaweeeet!  Stay happy.  Be Safe. (haha)

Tiz all I gotta say.

So, PEACE.